fredag 11 mars 2011

It's just an infatuation...

Pictures that match the way I feel:


I'll try this one in english if you don't mind ;) I have to practice on my english, and to be honest, I've been better at it! I read this book P.S I Love You, which is on english and about 500 pages. I've already read half of the book, and it's quite easy to understand. If there's some complicated words, I could still understand the sentences. I've probably written a few words/sentences wrong already, but hey! Don't judge me! I'm not use to write this kind of stuff.
I love english! I love to learn new words, watch movies with or without english subtitle, read english books and ofcourse some oral presentations. During this past few years, I've learned a lot! My vocabulary is even bigger than I expected, so I'm proud of myself! Anyway, before I start with the point of this text, I may tell you what my day's been like!

This day's been awsome! I've had a really good time during the day, expect from the test in math ofourse. God, I hate math! I've never really liked it. Well, I did until the fifth grade, when math began to be too complicated! Since then, my math grades hasn't been the best.
Anyway... After school me and my friend Sofie stayed in school to study... Math. Boring, huh?
But it was fun actually! In her company, it's never boring (no whatter what we do togheter, we always have fun!). And after that, I went to Patrik's. He's a really good friend of mine! We always make fun things togheter. This day we headed to a restaurant and ordered pizza. Yum! I was starving! I had to concentrate to not eat too fast. And after that delicious food, we wen't to his house and watched Pirates Of The Caribbean 2: The dead man's chest. It's been a long time since I saw that movie! It was hilarious as always!

And now, I'm sitting here, writing this, and thinking of a certain person. I miss him soo much, it feels like my heart's going to pop out of my chest! I got butterflies in my stomache and I can't think of something else! Am I in love, or is this just another infatuation? I don't know these days. It feels like I can't fall in love as I did once, the first time I had my first real crush. I still remember the feelings I had. It may sound silly, but it felt like I was constantly happy. And the hours before I was going to meet him, my stomache couldn't stop tingle. And when I saw him standing there waiting for me, my heart bursted with happiness and love. It sounds like an old love fairytale, but it's true!
Anyway... I better not hope for a miracle to happen. But I can't stop imagine how it would be like if we were togheter.
I better get some sleep before I go mad! I seriously have to find a way to distract my brain of thinking of him all the time!

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